Wrong exit: La La Land

Nocturnally

Life passes you by quickly when you are in this unconscious state of mind. Where in this mind of yours is this imaginary world that you have created helped by the substance that you have consumed. Is this the world that you want to live in? The world where everything seemed pretentious. Pretentious because you have created this world yourself. In this world, you are oblivious of your surroundings, everything seemed to move quickly or more like in a daze. There is no way you can reminisce this part of your life as you wont be able to even remember every little detail of it. Why? You can answer why. Why don’t we want to grasp every single detail of our life? Life is moments of little little things compiled altogether. It is something that we should always remember and remember. Coz you don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow or the day after or even today. And why woudnt you wanna take and breathe every single moment of it? But only to turn to this unconscious state of mind. What good is this world to you? The unconscious world, mind you. Only to realize that it is only for a moment. A blissful moment..

I have to admit, being in this state of mind is excellent. How it feels like, unexplainable. If you want to be in my world, you got to experience it 1st hand. Do I like it? Hell yes! Do I regret it? Hell yes! But only after so long! After realizing what good does it do to me? Why am I wasting my life being unconscious? Why? Why? So many questions without answers!

During my journey, I was lost. I took the wrong exit..The exit to la la land. The land of wonders. Wonders created by my own self..I want to go back home..home is where the conscious state of mind is…